Saturday, August 9, 2008

Dear Clarence (2006)


This is a response to an email that was spammed across the country a few years ago, posthumously credited to Clarence Darrow, the famous lawyer of the Scopes Monkey Trial from the 1920's. The title of his letter was called "Why I am an Agnostic". Hebrews says something about leaving the fundamentals of the faith to move on to bigger and better things...and contrary to skeptics beliefs....these criticisms of Christianity presented by Darrow are very basic and simple issues, rather than bigger and better things. But I think it is good to rehash this stuff sometimes, if for any other reason, than to generate confidence and a reason to rejoice. It's not the best I could do and I wince at some of it. There's been alot better arguments for lots of this stuff. But over all, I think it is alright for posting.


Everyone is an agnostic to a certain degree. All agnosticism means is system of beliefs that rest on the premise that one admittedly lacks knowledge. It comes from the Greek and agnostic can be transliterated ‘ones not in the know.’ When it comes to limited agnosticism…the idea that there are some things that I can’t deny and some things I simply don’t know…it is a healthy thing and undeniable. When it comes to absolute agnosticism…the idea that certainty is unattainable, it’s silly. How could you know for sure that you didn’t know anything for sure? But Darrow isn’t really holding to unlimited agnosticism….he just holds to agnosticism when it comes to the existence of God. He outlays several areas that are stated to support his premise that if you were to be really honest with yourselves, you would conclude that there is no conclusive data about God at all. Is he right? No…no on the account that there is no conclusive data and no on the account of being really honest about it. I’ll explain what I mean by dealing with each of his lines of thought and then draw a conclusion. If you have little time or interest in reading the details, just skim down to the summary to get the gist of this response. Otherwise, try to follow along with me.

Three tenets necessary to make a Christian belief
There is no doubt that a Christian believes in God, believes in immortality and in the supernatural. However, that describes many religions and doesn’t come close to capturing the real essence of Christianity. It can also describe Islam, Bahaism, New Age, Satanism, Hinduism and several strains of Mahayana Buddhist beliefs. Also, Christians don’t have to believe in those things prior to becoming a Christian…even if they are unavoidably led to conclude them after becoming one.

The only tenet necessary to the faith of a Christian is this: believing in Jesus Christ as Lord, who suffered and died for our sins and was raised to life with power to complete the gift He offers to those who simply believe with empty hands. Once a person accepts Christ, there is an unavoidable conclusion that God exists, that immortality is something that happens and that there is much more to reality than simply what reaches the senses. Once I place trust in the only authority that propositionally provides me with information about Jesus, then I can be considered a literalist. If I were to argue Christianity and not even mention Jesus Christ, I wouldn’t be talking about Christianity. If I were to argue for Christianity without considering the Bible as the sole authority communicating His Good News to me, then it would be like writing a thesis paper about how the government was poisoning our water supply, without having one single authoritative reference. It would be laughed at in higher education, yet the Christian who says he or she places their faith in a Person yet reject the only propositional reference about Him are treated seriously by the ‘educated.’

Unfortunately, Darrow never really dealt with Jesus Christ, so even though he dealt with a lot of things Christians believe, he never dealt with the basic tenet of Christianity, which is Jesus Christ, the most perfect revelation of God, the supernatural and immortality. Unless you deal with Him, you are only talking metaphysics and epistemology.

But isn’t life like that? Isn’t a lot of what we know as undeniable, something that happens to us, something we see or realize? As a Christian, I was never asked to stop thinking and simply believe in Peter Pan and Neverland. In fact, the idea of doing that is just as distasteful now as it was before I knew Him. As we go on, I will show how there is more evidence to support Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior than there is to support agnosticism of God. In fact, I will show that belief in Jesus Christ takes less mental gymnastics and more common sense than does agnosticism and that to be an agnostic takes much more energy, mental exercise and faith than believing in and on Him.

Origin of the Universe & The Watchmaker
Darrow states that God is an insufficient explanation to the beginning of things. God is the only explanation to the beginning of things. Here’s a famous inductive argument you may or may not have heard:

1) If the universe had a beginning, it must be caused by something.
2) That cause, by definition and necessity, must be timeless
3) … spaceless,
4) …immaterial and
5) …personal.

The beginning had a cause…
Anything that begins to exist is caused by something. Nothing pops into and out of existence uncaused. Which is easier to believe: a Bengal Tiger can literally pop into existence in the middle of a play….or….someone let it in the theatre? Even Quantum mechanics doesn’t necessarily state subatomic particles can pop into and out of existence. The only thing that Quantum mechanics can state is that when studying these small particles in large groups, they can’t determine their cause or their movement. Some schools go ahead and conclude it’s because they are uncaused. But other schools, and common sense, say that we simply don’t know the cause. It’s simply much easier to believe in a cause to the universe than to believe it was uncaused.

The cause to the beginning couldn’t be beginning itself
But that cause has to be timeless, spaceless and immaterial, since the universe itself, which began, has these properties as its essence. Whatever or Whoever caused the universe, caused time, space and matter. Therefore, the cause must be timeless, spaceless and immaterial. But once more, the cause has to be personal. There were no natural preconditions that happened to be there in order for time, space and matter to pop into existence, because the preconditions are a part of the universe, rather than the cause of it. The only explanation to the creation of time, space and matter is that it was caused by personal free agency. Someone had to cause it, rather than something. Why? Think about it. What preconditions would there have to be in order to strike a match? You would need a match, something to strike it on and someone to move the match across that area. You would also need the match to be made of the right stuff to cause ignition. But when it comes to the beginning of the universe, what necessary preconditions should have been there in order for it to come about? Anyplace you start, you immediately violate the first necessities of the properties to the universe’s cause, being time, space or matter….unless it was Mind….a thinking, free and intentional mind that intentionally created these things. It was intentionality that was the only possible precondition to the creation of the universe and intentionality is exclusively associated with a Mind.

Darrow states that God as the creator gives no explanation. Well, if the cause was timeless, spaceless, immaterial and personal/intentional, what are we left with? That almost sounds like a laundry list of classic orthodoxy’s attributes of God. The puzzle of ‘who made God’ is simple. No one. He always was and nothing stands behind Him. If God had a beginning, then not only would God not be a sufficient cause, but whatever caused God would have to stand behind Him as superior. Darrow answered his own question but never considered it as something acceptable to the question, without providing any evidence as to why he didn’t consider it seriously. Think about it, even though it is insane to consider time and space as infinite and uncaused, it is equally insane to consider the cause to time and space as either temporal or spatial. You can’t have it both ways. It makes no sense. Either the universe is infinite and God is finite, which leads to absurdities and places God as a part of the very universe, rather than the cause of it, or God is infinite and the universe is finite, which places Him at the farthest back as you can go, as the beginning and totally supreme. But to think of a cause to time and space that had a beginning is incoherent, rather than a timeless cause to time.

How did things get so complex?
He also attacks the idea of a designer to the universe and brings up Paley’s watchmaker argument, which he refutes. But has he? There is no doubt that the watch example would imply that one knows a watch and that watches are made by watch makers. But Paley wasn’t saying because we see a watch, someone must have made it. What Paley was saying was because we can recognize design from mere chance, we can look around and tell that mere chance has no place in explaining how everything easily flows on an incredibly delicate balance and with such form. Basically, the form of the universe is caused by either 1) law, 2) chance or 3) design. Since it can’t be either law or chance, it must be design. Why? It can’t be law because laws only reflect the effect and effects are effects, not causes. You can’t explain the cause of physics with the laws of physics. You also can’t explain the cause of the universe with the laws of the universe. It can’t be chance either. That’s because the odds of a life permitting universe are so incredibly low, that the probability of chance isn’t even rational. The gravitational pull, the composition of prerequisites that allow for carbon-based life, etc…are all so incredibly delicate that chance is a silly explanation and one used as a stop gap excuse from dealing with what is right there in front of our faces. That leaves design, since law and chance are in the dust. Because form and function are so obvious and intentional and the delicate balance of things seems so incredible, it must have been designed.

So Darrow has conveniently skipped over volumes of issues dealing with origins and design to jump to his conclusions about both God and agnostic views to these things. He does have a point with regards to detailed explanations to both origins and design. He suggests that if we begin with ourselves and try to figure out the specifics as to origins and design, we simply are left to guessing and speculation. There are some things we can know about it and I’ve mentioned them above. But unless this Cause/Designer tells us how it came about in more detail, we are simply left with a personal unmoved mover and that is all. I’ll deal with Scripture soon, but for now, this provides insight into Darrows lack of insight to these questions.

Existence of the Soul
Using Darrow’s question for my own use, can anyone guided by reason believe their mind is the same thing as their brain? That’s the real question. You can call it soul, spirit or blip, but the big question is whether or not the mind and the brain are identical or distinguished. Darrow supports a materialistic view of the mind, calling it the soul, by reducing us to cells that come into existence and then die. But there’s a huge problem with reducing the mind to biological, chemical and electrical impulses. The problem is that it jerks the rug out from under your own rationality. There is no guarantee that the activity in the brain, caused by some stimulus, carries with it truth or accuracy of what is really going on. Even the strictest materialist has no way of scientifically bridging brain activity to truth. The fact is that if our mental thoughts are basically brain activity, what we think is true isn’t necessarily true, including our belief that our mental thoughts are simply brain activity. It is, in essence, a self-defeating idea.

Only brain? So much for what I or anyone else thinks!
That’s the problem with the coupling of materialism with evolution. Evolution isn’t directly concerned about right beliefs. It is only concerned about right behavior….getting our nervous systems in the right place at the right time. It may be indirectly concerned with beliefs, but only as a survival value. So, in essence, if evolution is true, the probability of our beliefs, even the belief in evolution, of being true is low or improbable.

Richard Dawkins penned a new concept called “memes” in the late 1970’s which was his attempt to bridge the gap between science and knowledge. He basically believed that ideas get transmitted to other brains, via communication, like a virus. As one person tells another person ideas, the receiver takes it, calls it their own then becomes a new carrier for that idea. He never claimed that memes really existed but only postulated them as a way to fit nicely into his system of materialist thought. However, “memology” has become a large branch of science and many people have dedicated their careers to the study of these phantom viruses. But the same problem with memes exists….how do you know that you’ve stumbled onto something about reality (memes) or if you are simply infected by very viruses you say exist? The probability of a beliefs truth or falsehood is low or improbable, especially the belief in memes.

The fact is mind is not identical to brain, even if it is associated with the brain. Even things like numbers, colors, morals can’t exist if materialism is true. However, we can’t deny the existence of these things and in fact, lean heavily upon them for truth, knowledge and life in general. In order to embrace the idea that we have no soul/mind, only body/brain, we have to reject the existence of anything non-material, including the mind/soul. But when we do that, we come face to face with irrational conclusions that make a mockery out of simple, everyday life, relying heavily on things we conclude can’t really exist and denying even our very selves.

No mind? Then no numbers, morals or even self!
The self can’t exist under a materialistic framework. What is the self? Under a materialistic view, it can’t be distinguished. But, as with the other arguments, you have to invoke your self in order to argue against its existence, which makes no sense. Buddhism hinges its entire philosophy on the non-existence of the self, because Buddhism hinges on monistic view that everything is one. But someone has to believe that everything is one and that has to be distinguished from other individuals who don’t believe everything is one. You can’t deny the self or the observer/observed dualism anymore than you can deny the nose on your face. It is much easier to believe in mind/body dualism, the existence of the self, the existence of non-material things like numbers, morals and color, than to believe that there is only matter. In fact, since Darrow died, the materialist view of the mind/body argument has been considered passé and now there are new schools of thought in this area, one of which is entitled Epiphenomenalism, which tries to reconcile mind and body, without invoking something that sounds like theism. But in the end, it does sound like it, but without acknowledging it.

What it means is that Darrow’s view of the soul is outdated and even skeptics reject the purely materialistic view, moving closer to the good old fashioned Biblical idea of body/soul dualism, so what reasons do we have to reject it? Darrow presents no ideas, other than appealing to common sense and it is precisely common sense that supports the idea of mind/body dualism rather than Darrow’s appeal to nothing but matter.

The Bible Inspired by God & Faith
Darrow states that in his childhood, the idea of the Bible being supernaturally inspired was based purely on miracles and prophets. Sort of, but not really. In fact, belief in the Bible as the inerrant and plenary inspired word of God is no different than believing Carl Sagan’s Cosmos is the authority on reality. Both are taken on faith, even though both can’t be correct. This is important…..critically important….when discussing the Bible and its veracity.

History and Jesus
First of all, the one single thing that hinges on the Bible’s truth and falsehood is historical facts about Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is the fulcrum in which the Bible’s authoritativeness rests. If His life is disproved or His claims are false, then the entire book in called into question. On the other hand, if He really existed and really vindicated everything He said and did, when He rose from the dead, then the book is as authoritative as He considered it. Our authority is in Jesus Christ, for the bible, faith, supernatural, immortality….everything. So, let me deal with history and Jesus before getting into the faith issue.

Historical facts are different from scientific facts because you can’t observe historical facts. They are in the past. All you have is evidence that points to conclusions. That is the process of historical verification. You look for artifacts, witnesses close to the event, autographical support, etc., to arrive at conclusions about history. If Jesus Christ is the single most important evidence for the Bible, since the Bible supports Jesus Christ, isn’t my argument circular? No. Here’s why it isn’t. The Bible is a historical document and has to be viewed as one first. It is rich with people, places, dates, circumstances that parallel other accepted historical facts, that it must be considered and tested to see whether it stands or falls. For example, until archeologists discovered finds in Palestine, many began to believe that much of the Old Testament places and people were mythical. But the evidence has since vindicated the Old Testament stories as real places and real people, as finds began to tell the story.

With regards to Jesus Christ, His Person is critical to the Bible’s veracity and His resurrection is critical to His veracity. There are four historical facts accepted by a consensus of critical scholars regarding Jesus’ resurrection:
1) Jesus was crucified under the reign of Pilate.
2) He was buried in the tomb belonging to Joseph of Arimathea.
3) Early Sunday morning, a group of women follower discovered this tomb empty.
4) On separate occasions and before separate individuals and groups, Jesus appeared alive to both friends and enemies.

Even skeptical scholars such as the German, Gert Ludermann, believe those four facts. That’s because they meet the test of historical veracity. They are internally consistent within Scripture. They are witnessed outside of Scripture with both Christian and non-Christian sources that were close to the events. They also best explain the spontaneous onset of the Christian church, as well as its growth. There is very little controversy, when looked at from a purely historical point of view. There are a minority of scholars who do not agree with these facts, but there objections are not on historical grounds, which I’ll bring back up in a minute.

Historical resurrection?
If we accept those four facts as historical, the second hurdle is to come up with a theory that best explains them. Here’s a list of some famous ones that have since been discounted:
1) Swoon theory – Jesus was crucified but he didn’t really die. It just appeared that way and he revived once he was able to rest in the tomb. Once you provide the Gospel accounts of what Jesus went through to a normal doctor, the possibility of this being true is beyond a stretch and as a result, is looked with as much skepticism as the resurrection.
2) Body Snatcher theory – The disciples stole the body and perpetuated a resurrected Jesus in order to keep the movement going. This idea is as old as the Gospels themselves, since it can be found in Matthew. But if that were true, it would mean that the disciples went to their deaths rather than deny something they made up and knew was a deception.

Another theory that Gert Ludermann and a few others suggest is the Mass Hallucination Theory, which states that the appearances of a resurrected Jesus were the result of the grief over His death. As it goes, they believe that when someone goes through a traumatic experience such as watching their beloved leader suffer and die, the body goes through a process to deal with the pain by denying the experience ever happened or making our wishful hopes of a corrected situation seem real so that we can deal with it better. In other words, this theory claims that what all these people saw was a figment of their imagination, even if it was consistent and pervasive in large groups, at the same time. There are obvious problems with this theory too. For one, the odds of at least 500 people experiencing the same hallucination seems preposterous. Besides, even though there are common factors in the grief process, not everyone deals with this in the same exact way. It is easier to believe that if the hallucinations were the case, someone would’ve rose up and tried to bring people to their senses. Instead, the records shows that everyone, from the disciples, to those churches that were started by the disciples, not a single incidence from even an outside source suggest that anyone ever tried to deny the resurrection from within His group of followers.

One more theory….
Here’s another suggestion that explains those historical facts: Jesus really did get up and walk out of that tomb. Some would say that it is impossible for someone to naturally resurrect from the dead. I would agree. There is no natural explanation for those historical facts. Some of the most confident scholars who refuse to accept the supernatural leave it at that. But for those who deny either those facts or the resurrection or any miracles within the Bible, they do so not out of historical considerations, but for pre-chosen philosophical ones. They didn’t believe in the supernatural prior to looking at the evidence, even if the historical evidence points to the supernatural. We bring to the table our views and opinions as baggage when we look at things. In the case of the skeptic, there is a strong and absolute commitment to materialism or naturalism before any historical or other evidence is presented and the historical evidence is stretched to fit over their naturalistic procrustean bed, as best as possible.

The supernatural
But if the resurrection can be historically supported and is the lynchpin under girding the authenticity and authority of the entire Bible, then what about all the other issues, like creation in six days, the flood of Noah or the extended day in Joshua? In other words, what about all the other supernatural acts in the Bible and why don’t we see them today? Everybody believes based on faith in an authority. I don’t care if you are a Baptist or an atheist. Your beliefs are not something you arrived at through your own observations or cogitations. You rest your beliefs in the authority of someone else and then use your observations and thinking to defend and support your beliefs. You do so, not out of a pre-commitment to find truth, but out of a pre-commitment to take care of your own vested interests. That goes for the Christian and the non-Christian. Only the Christian has the ability to break that chain and transcend it in Christ, even if they never do.

The supernatural is something that a smart person has to leave the door open for. That isn’t for any other reason than there are little explanations behind things like the resurrection and even creation and the things that make life life, unless there is more to this universe than simply what we sense with our bodies. If the door is left open to the possibility of miracles, the door is left open to the possibility of the supernatural events in the Bible. But whether we choose to leave the door open or close it, absent a means to unseat our powerful vested interests in what best suits us, we will never go beyond it. Darrow was certain, rather than agnostic, about many things, of which one of them was the certainty that no reasonable person could believe in the supernatural. His statement wasn’t true and was said to provoke people to stand with him, rather than shed light on reality. Did Balaam’s donkey speak in Hebrew? Why would I not believe it? Would it be because I never heard a donkey speak Hebrew? Probably. But would that make the possibility of this a ‘monstrosity’? It can only mean I never heard a donkey speak Hebrew. Does that mean something like that could’ve happened? The real question is whether or not there is a supernatural. Even if you doubt donkeys have ever spoken Hebrew, unless you leave the door open for the possibility of the supernatural, you become donkey speaking in English. He wants to pick agnosticism where it suits him and abandon it when it suits him....sort of like a political debate, rather than a fact finding process.

A good God and the morality of hell…
Darrow can’t believe in a good God that would allow people to burn in hell forever. The thought of hell is severe and very unpleasant. Actually, any Christian who is happy with the concept of hell hasn’t really developed a Christ-like concern for other people. But can God be good and send people to hell. Read Darrow’s essay again and tell me whether or not Darrow is ready for hell over Christ? C.S. Lewis stated that the doors to hell are locked on the inside. That is key to understanding what Darrow perceives to be an absurdity. Christ wept for the very city He came to save but didn’t accept Him for who He was. Peter stated that God wishes that no one perishes and that all be saved. The Gospel message itself is the Kingdom of God, presented in Christ, which is salvation and freedom from death, sin and ourselves. Christ said He offers peace and rest for our weary and burdened souls…not as if the weary and burdened were a particular group of people He was speaking to, but that all of humanity was weary and burdened, even if many refused to admit it. That is the point. There are not good people and bad people. There are not weary people and strong people. There are bad people who know they’re bad and bad people in denial. There are weary people who know they’re weary and weary people in denial. Those in denial want no part of the grace and peace offered in Jesus Christ. They take violence, strife and destruction over it, which is demonstrated in Darrow’s essay. He was no different than the city Jesus wept over.

The real quandary isn’t God sending people to hell but how in the hell people would prefer hell to His peace and rest. And that doesn’t convict God of anything but rather convicts us for being the real tyrants….and especially to ourselves. Why would we reject the only peace we could ever have, even in the midst of great storms in our lives, so we can try to gain the peace for ourselves, when there is no evidence it was ever attainable? It only reveals the fact that our problem isn’t mental, physical or intellectual. It reveals that our real brokenness is our immorality to God and as a result, immorality to ourselves. Hell is our choice because we want no part of God. Think about it…when you read about Jesus in the Gospels, was there any reason whatsoever to reject Him? Did you also notice in reading the same Gospels that it was those who had nothing left to gain or lose who Jesus chose to be with, rather than the High Priests and Elders? And it was the High Priests and Elders, as well as the Roman rulers who resisted Him the most. Hell is the result of human potential fully realized. Jesus is the result of human brokenness, fully recognized.

Summary
Reason
I also believe I have explained that it is more reasonable to believe in Christianity than to hold to agnosticism. The idea of an infinite, timeless, spaceless, immaterial and intentional cause to the universe makes more sense than any other consideration. The idea that nature’s delicate balance and the order of the universe are best explained by design, than by either law or chance is also the most reasonable. I also outlined that believing that mind is distinguished from brain is the only way we can consistently live life, and that pure materialism which denies the existence of the mind/soul, jerks the rug out from under your own rational thoughts, as well as denying things that make life life. Believing that the best explanation to historical facts of Jesus’ church is His supernatural resurrection fits better than alternative natural explanations and to disagree would not be based on historical grounds but pre-chosen philosophical ones. I also believe that you are not agnostic if you are certain there is no supernatural. Agnostics would be open to the possibility and open to verification of it. Darrow wasn’t and neither are other agnostics in his line of thinking. In fact, agnosticism is a tool used by skeptics to support and defend their own vested interests and is actually abandoned in many areas for the same reason, under the banner of agnosticism.

Faith
Lastly, because of vested self interest and the finitude of the human being, faith is the single most important factor to knowledge and belief, rather than a test tube observation or a day reading Aristotle in a Starbuck’s. Facts and evidence are there, as well as rational thought. However, because we lean on faith as the foundation, we end up using factual evidence and rational thought to defend what we have already chosen out of faith, rather than vice versa. Faith is the stuff of beliefs for all humans, whether atheist or Christian and there is no discrimination. That is because we are too small to not lean on faith as our method of knowledge beyond our immediate experience

I believe in faith, because, like every other human being born of man and woman, I am small in location, small in my morality and small in my ability to know things. The step ladder of a human being in the universe is tiny. In order to go beyond immediate experience requires faith, as a prerequisite. With regards to matters of faith, I believe the Bible is fully inspired and inerrant word of God, not because someone told me to believe that. It’s because of Jesus Christ that I believe that. I place my authority in Him and what He teaches me, I accept, not based on studying all the evidence, which I could do, but because He’s a trusted authority in my life. Even though it is more reasonable to believe in Christianity than to swallow Darrow’s arguments, that’s what we all do and I think it is so vitally important for us all to recognize our limitations and how we come to believe things, in order to get closer to the truth and whether God exists or if Jesus is God. Unless we really recognize our limitations, we will be the blind man who refuses to stop driving the car or the cancer patient that believes he or she is perfectly well. We end up hurting ourselves and those around us, even if we can’t see that so well.

There are parts of what I believe that are difficult. There is no getting around that. But my other options don’t ease that tension at all. In fact, if I choose between a talking donkey or only matter and energy, then the less tension is with a talking donkey, because the other option totally subverts my own thoughts in the first place, even those that doubt talking donkeys. What I am saying is that no matter whether you choose Jesus or Darrow, there is no elimination of tension, confusion and uncertainty, which goes back to my original statement that limited agnosticism is a good thing. What you have to decide is which beliefs reduce the tension the most. What you also have to decide is why you chose it in the first place. My contention is that unless you know Jesus Christ personally, you will never be able to answer the second question, because you are your own worst enemy in this regard. That doesn’t make Christians all pristine and smart. Most of us hardly ever exercise our abilities to override vested interests. But that has no bearing on the truth. It never has. It’s not about the church, about tradition, about science or about agnosticism. It is all about Him and He is the essential tenet to not only Christian faith, but to ultimate reality.

The tension we hold and if we’re pressed…
The other options end up beating you down, rather than lifting you up. Try supporting an ethical position with a materialist view of the universe. If pressed, you abandon materialism, stand with Hitler, or hold materialism and ethics in a very weird tension that surpasses any tension believing in Jesus would produce. Try consoling a mother whose child has died holding to a view of naturalism. What comfort can you really provide? Just being there is really the best option for either the Christian or the skeptic, but if the mother starts asking questions, the best you can come up with is to change the subject. What about falling in love? By denying God and the existence of anything outside of nature, all you can believe is that love is reduced to a crude way to get a male and female to reproduce their genes, which leaves love unfulfillable, marriage a vacuous tradition and sexual morality and fidelity a cruel joke.

You can be an atheist and be very moral. In fact, many atheists are much more moral than evangelical Christians. I can’t explain that and hold to an agnosticism with that topic. But, even though the atheist can be moral, love their spouse and comfort the grieving mother, they do so without any foundation or merit, based on the principles of their belief. Hitler may not be the representation of atheists, but he represents the logical outworking of atheism’s first principles. Christian’s may have lynched people after show trials and invaded countries and spilt innocent blood, but those were not the logical outworking of Christian first principles, but against contrary to them. However, if you take Jesus out of history, you will see a vast difference and come to realize what a real difference this Man has made with increasing ripples up to our very day, aside the arguments presented.

Clarence Darrow was a smart man. But he wasn’t much on dismantling the Christian faith and he also wasn’t very consistent with holding to his proclaimed agnosticism. He was a self motivated man, looking out for what best suited him, and it is apparent in his manifesto. But he’s nothing special. We are all like that, except for Jesus, whom Darrow wanted no part of. Don’t be afraid to question and doubt. Just don’t be too surprised to find Him at the end of an honest pursuit of Truth.

Terminal Denial (2007)


Luk 19:41-44 And when he drew near and saw the city, he wept over it, saying, "Would that you, even you, had known on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes. For the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up a barricade around you and surround you and hem you in on every side and tear you down to the ground, you and your children within you. And they will not leave one stone upon another in you, because you did not know the time of your visitation."

“(Dan) Brown, who hadn't seen the special (ABC News) before it aired, said he doubts scholars ever will reach consensus over whether Jesus and Mary Magdalene married. ‘There is simply too much contradictory documentation in existence... much of which seems to spring from reputable sources.’”[1]

“In 2005, UK TV personality Tony Robinson edited and narrated a detailed rebuttal of the main arguments of Dan Brown and those of Baigent, Leigh and Lincoln, "The Real Da Vinci Code", shown on British TV Channel 4. The programme featured lengthy interviews with many of the main protagonists cited by Brown as "absolute fact" in the Da Vinci Code. Arnaud de Sede, son of Gerrard de Sede, stated categorically that his father and Plantard had made up the existence of the Prieuré de Sion, the cornerstone of the Jesus bloodline theory - to quote Arnaud de Sede in the programme, "frankly, it was piffle". The programme also cast severe doubt on the Roslyn association with the Grail and on other related stories like the alleged landing of Mary Magdalene in France. Detailed analysis of many other claims by Brown in the Da Vinci Code in the programme showed them to be unverifiable or unhistorical.”[2]

I could’ve used something from Josh McDowell, Lee Strobel or another leading Christian apologist, but then we’d all know where they were coming from. I won’t bother with the details criticizing The Da Vinci Code’s claims about Jesus, since even secular sources have done a thorough and marvelous job at it. But it does bring up something Jesus said in John 5:

“Joh 5:43 I have come in my Father's name, and you do not receive me. If another comes in his own name, you will receive him.”

There is absolutely no way to underestimate a motivated man. The passion to promote his ideals is only surpassed by his passion to deny weakness or chinks in the armor. In the human mind, people see weakness in others as an opportunity for themselves…and that isn’t too far off the mark. That goes for believers and non-believers. But in the case of Dan Brown and those who believe his book is based on historical facts, the level of self-deception has exposed itself to new depths. If it were simply a fictional book without any touch to history, then the sting is taken out of the criticism. However, Dan and his book unapologetically and boldly claim these ideas about Christ as historically supportable. Even after folks who deny the resurrection or the supernatural, like J. Dominic Crosson, agree with Lee Strobel, that the DVC is ‘piffle’, there is no retraction. Why? Is it for the money? There’s nothing new under the sun and DVC is simply a rehashing of the same struggle for the past two thousand years…to once and for all destroy the Gospel of Jesus Christ in favor of a makeshift human derivative. The book as been discredited by scholars, both Christian and non-Christian, and the movie has been considered a passing ship.

But the book has sold millions of copies and when fans are interviewed about the questionable history, they dismiss all the criticism and consider what Brown outlays in his book as history, nonetheless, with a relishing leap of blind faith that Christians are always accused of engaging.

The fact is, Jesus dealt with the same problems in the 1st century. If you think denial of Christ as Messiah or anything other than an itinerant preacher is new, guess again. Those who wanted Him to go away then would probably be at the forefront today, championing the cause of DVC. Why? Because He provokes honesty within us and we either embrace it and turn to Him, or defy it in anger and use our energy to make Him go away quickly.

Jesus wept for those who wouldn’t come to Him. He desired they see what He brings for them but couldn’t. He agonized over the consequences of them not seeing Him for who He is.

Jesus Wept for Them
And when he drew near and saw the city, he wept over it

Anyone who believes that God is not heartbroken over those who want nothing to do with Him, are incredibly mistaken. Any father who has a son that wants nothing to do with him may know a tiny bit of what God goes through with Dan Brown or those in Jerusalem in the 1st century. Peter wrote that God doesn’t wish anyone one to perish but for all to be saved. In this text, Jesus, being one with the Father, weeps over the skepticism and blindness of the very people He came to save.

In Matthew 23:37-39, Jesus makes more remarks about the blindness and hardness of the same city, desiring to gather them together like a mother hen gathers chicks. But it wasn’t to be. Instead, they would cheer on His execution while His words for the same were “Forgive them, Father….” There is no tyrant in the heavens. The only tyrants that exist are on earth. They are their own worst enemy and the very God who created them sends the only antidote they have to find real peace, but instead, there ideas are much better than His.

“Would that you, even you, had known on this day the things that make for peace! But now they are hidden from your eyes.”

Why did Jesus say, “You, even you, would’ve seen…”? Why was Jerusalem considered to be the more indicted than most at His coming? Jesus explains that elsewhere, very plainly. Again, going back to Matthew 23, you can see where He is coming from. Jerusalem was so knowledgeable about God’s will and God’s plans. They were given the very oracles of God and God had sent them prophet after prophet after prophet, and they were ignored, abused or killed. If any city of people were to recognize Jesus, it was Jerusalem. They were given the promises and what to look out for. They should’ve known Him the minute they saw Him enter the city. But they were blind to Him. And because of this, Jesus’ heart was broken. He didn’t come to tyrannize them or create a new hegemony over their lives. He came to offer them peace….to heal them and make them whole….and they wanted nothing of it.

Dan Brown and other like him have heard His Gospel over and over and over again. Like the city Jesus wept over, they are blind to the peace and healing He offers us too. Men are accused of being stubborn about stopping and asking for directions. That’s sort of true. But it isn’t a man-thing. It reflects a human capacity to declare themselves independent of everything, plan their own destiny and threaten anyone or anything that gets in our way, regardless of the consequences or the lives affected in the process. We are determined to achieve something that will deliver the ultimate for us and yet, after thousands of years of thought, invention and upward mobility, we have now decided to spend our energies trying to keep ourselves entertained as best as possible, while we wait for the inevitable. Even science itself has turned into a process of keeping our minds busy with either minutia or ingenious ways to help us stay comfortable before cancer eats us up. And the entire time, we wave the banner of independence and freedom, when what we do is simply find ways to keep our minds off of our situation. And we take that over His peace. We’ll buy into myths and complete fabrications over the truth for one reason only: to make sure that nothing out there invades or interferes with our quest for whiling away the hours the way we choose to do it, right or wrong.

No wonder He wept. No wonder He still weeps.

When Cannibals Eat Each Other

For the days will come upon you, when your enemies will set up a barricade around you and surround you and hem you in on every side and tear you down to the ground, you and your children within you. And they will not leave one stone upon another in you, because you did not know the time of your visitation."

Many scholars conclude that all the synoptic Gospels had to be written after AD 70. Why? You’ll be surprised at the answer. The hold that simply because of statements like this in Luke….they believe there is no way that anyone could’ve predicted an event to happen such as the destruction of Jerusalem, with so much accuracy, unless it was written after the fact. That’s it. Years of school and study and that is the basis behind the dating of the Gospels. This all happened to the very city Jesus wept over. He knew they wouldn’t take His peace. He also knew what was going to happen because of their rejection of it. They would be destroyed.

Now, some might take this as a way to point to God’s tyranny over us by whacking us into little pieces simply for not doing as we’re told. Read that text and read it again. Jesus was not saying that they’d better believe Him or suffer at His hands. What He was saying is that He offered them real peace….and if they wouldn’t take peace, they get violence and destruction. Folks, that is exactly what He is saying to us all today. Dan Brown, if you do not take His peace, you will face nothing but strife and eventual destruction. God isn’t waiting to torch disobedient people. He is bending over backwards to save people from torching themselves.

What happened between 76 and 70 AD? The Roman government, led by Vespasian and his son Titus, came into Jerusalem and utterly destroyed it. They took the entire Temple down, stone by stone, and used those stones to build pagan buildings and pagan temples. They made Jerusalem a pagan town and, out of spite, renamed Judea Palestine, which is the Latinized version of Philistine, the Israelites enemy from the Old Testament. In the end, there was no common bond between unbelievers, but common strife and struggle for power.

That happened, not because God zapped them, even though it could be argued that He did. That happened for the reasons Jesus warned….because they didn’t see the real peace He offered them, they would die by the sword….and they did….by the sword of those who, like them, didn’t desire His peace. In time, that empire fell into the hands of vandals. History is cyclical, in that respect. Empires and movements come and go, except His reign.

I am not sure how familiar you may be with Dan Brown’s publisher or the legal battle they rapped up last April, but it applies. Brown drew heavily from a book entitled, Holy Blood Holy Grail. The book was published in the early 1980’s and it is that book, rather than ancient documents, that Brown derived his ideas about Jesus and Mary Magdalene. Holy Blood Holy Grail has been dismissed by scholars just like Brown’s book. However, even though Brown heavily leaned on the book for his own work, the authors of that very book took Brown’s publisher to court and sued them over copy write infringement. You would think these guys would’ve been buds, sharing a common goal…to dispel the Gospel of Jesus Christ and make a name for themselves. But there is no honor among thieves and no honor among human beings, period, when it comes to vested interests.

It isn’t a bloody battle, like that in Jerusalem, but it does point out what Jesus meant….you can’t find peace among yourselves. His peace is the only real peace there is, and unless you take it freely, you won’t ever have it. Dan Brown is the man of the moment. His book is on top of the charts. But Dan is mistaken if he thinks that is because people love him and consider him a great guy. They are all self-motivated people too. We’ll see how wonderful the public is to Dan with future books and see if his status as a best seller remains or if he considers his current fan base his Judas when Solomon’s Key and other books start to hit the shelves. But no matter how ugly and disappointing it may turn for Dan and his wife…Jesus still stands at the door and offers real peace.

He still weeps for the city and for all who don’t see His peace and are blinded from seeing it. He doesn’t offer us a conditional peace with strict limitations. He offers us unconditional acceptance and rest in His presence and power. He hasn’t rode in on a colt for us, but because of the commission He gave those who chose to follow Him, we’ve heard Him. Some of us have given up our futile projects at self-rule and have taken His peace. Many others are sure victory is around the corner for them. Victory is illusive, unless it is in Jesus. For us, that fact will go hard or easy.

He isn’t interested in Vespasians, Gates or Trumps. He’s interested in the weary and heavily burdened…not because they represent a percentage of the human race….the weary and heavily burdened are the human race. The only weary and heavily burdened who decide to take His easy yoke and find rest for our souls are those who own our weariness and burdened selves. It’s refusing His peace that is hard, rather than His yoke.


[1] http://www.danbrown.com/novels/davinci_code/articles/pub_weekly.html
[2] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Da_Vinci_Code

Friday, August 8, 2008

"Well, I've Got You" (2006)

Luk 19:45-48 And he entered the temple and began to drive out those who sold, saying to them, "It is written, 'My house shall be a house of prayer,' but you have made it a den of robbers."
And he was teaching daily in the temple. The chief priests and the scribes and the principal men of the people were seeking to destroy him, but they did not find anything they could do, for all the people were hanging on his words.

Short Statement/Diversion
This passage means how it reads. There is no hidden meaning…no code…no secret numerology to tap into a sacred truth that can’t be discerned from regular people and only the ones in the know. It reads like it says. This is one of the most critical points about the Bible that its harshest critics never see….that it is set in time and space, communicated verbally with language that can be understood. Therefore, you can truly gain knowledge from it. All other religious books are set off in mystical places, with mystical characters saying things which do have a hidden meaning or are based 100% on the word of one man who comes back to set everybody straight, despite history. But those books were written for one purpose only…to separate the elect from the hoi polloi. …to create an inner circle of those with special knowledge, insight and stature.

Not His book. Its heroes have a blemished record for all to see. It’s people are always considered ‘stiff necked’ and stubborn. There is no special inner ring with His book. In fact, all throughout its pages, He commands over and over again that those who are dearest to Him are precisely those who are not dearest to anyone else….the fatherless, widowed, poor, foreigner, etc.

But His people never got this. By the time of Jesus, Herod the Great, in a shameless and ultimately futile attempt to gain the respect of the very people he ruled, rebuilt the second temple with such grandeur that it could’ve been considered a wonder of the ancient world. In fact, the building and renovation continued long after his death. The Gospel of John indicates that it was in the building for 46 years. In the Olivet discourse, Jesus draws the disciples’ attention to the grandeur of the temple and tells them that not one stone was to be left on top of another. This caused great concern to them, seeing as how that temple seemed indestructible. It looked like heaven come down to earth, yet Jesus stated that its existence was short-lived. In fact, after Vespasian and Titus destroyed Jerusalem and the temple, there was nothing left but a field used for farming. Every attempt to rebuild the temple after its destruction was foiled and in its stead, stands the Mosque of Al-Aqsa.

We know from the text that the commerce going on in the temple court was a profanity to the sacredness of God’s house. But what exactly did He mean? Why did it provoke so much anger from the Prince of Peace? Why did they actually leave? After all, one man driving out commerce is a death wish for anyone these days. Money is God. You mess with that god, and you will be crushed. But not with Jesus….they left.

Interfering with something very sacred…
"It is written, 'My house shall be a house of prayer,' but you have made it a den of robbers."

Jesus told them why He was chasing them out, and appealed to Scripture as His reason. His first reference was Isaiah 56:7. But the entire chapter of Isaiah 56 is critical in understanding His anger:

Isa 56:3-7 Let not the foreigner who has joined himself to the LORD say, "The LORD will surely separate me from his people"; and let not the eunuch say, "Behold, I am a dry tree." For thus says the LORD: "To the eunuchs who keep my Sabbaths, who choose the things that please me and hold fast my covenant, I will give in my house and within my walls a monument and a name better than sons and daughters; I will give them an everlasting name that shall not be cut off.
"And the foreigners who join themselves to the LORD, to minister to him, to love the name of the LORD, and to be his servants, everyone who keeps the Sabbath and does not profane it, and holds fast my covenant--these I will bring to my holy mountain, and make them joyful in my house of prayer; their burnt offerings and their sacrifices will be accepted on my altar; for my house shall be called a house of prayer for all peoples."

How do you think that text makes the ‘foreigner’ or a ‘eunuch’ feel? The eunuch felt like a ‘dry tree’, meaning they had nothing to offer and relegated themselves to insignificance. The foreigner may have desired God, but because of being an outsider, never believed he or she was welcomed within the temple walls. But God, instead, offers them both a very special place in His home. That’s redemption. It’s establishing a bond that was always meant to be established, regardless of class, circumstance or birthright. There is nothing in this realm more sacred than the relationship between God and His children…..absolutely nothing. The temple was God’s gift to them so that they could draw close. And God was very clear that His heart was for those who were broken, haggard and in need of His acceptance.

You can’t damage God’s sacredness. You destroy yourself in the process….Isaiah stated in the presence of God’s glory, “Kill me now! I can’t take this! I am not worthy to be in this presence!” Peter, John and James fell to their faces with the same reaction when the glory of God rested over Christ on the mountain.

But there is a sacredness that can be left to the whims of sinful human beings…the sacredness of relationship between the Father with His children. There is nothing more sacred and once that relationship has been tampered with, manipulated or abused….then begin to pray for mercy, because God will be provoked.

So God provides a special place which purpose was for those who sought Him could come and draw close…to heal and to restore them by honoring the One who called them from bondage and into His arms. Piper is right…He is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him. It is our purpose…to enjoy Him forever. Throughout Scripture, God calls the Israelites to righteousness, but explicitly speaks about having a heart and a special place for those without anything…the fatherless, widows, poor and the foreigner. He wasn’t calling everyone to become homeless and poor in order to gain acceptance from Him. This group of folks God holds special because they represent the real human race, without the window dressing. He points to them to show us all who we really are and what we really need. And He offers this. Listen to the words that Christ echoed much later on from the previous chapter…

Isa 55:1-2 "Come, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price. Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good, and delight yourselves in rich food."

Your money and your ‘righteousness’ are no good here. Don’t let that stop you from drinking and eating at His table. Nothing else will satisfy and spending money on anything other than His invitation is destructive, not nourishing. We are all foreigner and the eunuch…we are weary and heavily burdened, and He offers rest for our souls. It’s just natural for us to hide that behind the mask of resilience and ingenuity, which is a lie.

Now enter the merchants into the court yard… In the midst of His invitation, many decided there was a great deal of cash to be made in the temple courts. Originally, Jews from all over the Diaspora would come and exchange denarii’s for ½ shekels to pay temple tribute. You need money changers for that. But money changers wouldn’t be interested unless they could mark up the trade. You also didn’t need to haul in your sacrifice. You could purchase it there. You need traders. In order to give the incentive to traders, you need to mark up the price. Imagine the depraved mind with all the money that could be made in the temple courts, especially on high and holy days. You could retire on the cash flow from religious activities…making a retirement from the broken drawing close to their Redeemer. So, other things were probably bought and sold there, as a result. There was probably food, trinkets, souvenirs, clothes, etc. What was created as a special place to draw them closer to God, turned into a shopping mall.

You can’t damage God’s sacredness. But when you mess with His relationship with His own, you have done much worse than burning down an orphanage. You have done much worse than raping an unsuspecting woman. And God doesn’t take that lightly. When the Prince of Peace roars into the courtyard and throws a tantrum, you have a tiny indication of what God thinks about this.

There are people in need and desire Him greatly. But many times they may feel unworthy to enter His place of worship or feel as if they have messed up too much to be accepted. There are also those who encourage this frame of mind, and they are no different than the hucksters and venture capitalists surrounding the temple courts.

Jesus, who is what the temple represented, symbolically, comes in to purify it. Anyone who feels as if they are not good enough to belong with Jesus is precisely those He calls. God holds a special place for the broken, bedraggled and weary. He also holds a special wrath for those who desire to keep the broken, bedraggled and weary from coming to Him….and it can be done through intimidation or manipulation. You can intimidate them, in order to keep the Inner Ring nice and clean and in your control. By the time Jesus came in to chase them out, the temple had been stratified into several areas representing degrees of ‘holy’ people…the outer court was for the gentile….then the inner court was for Jews only and split in two….the outer portion was for the Jewish women and the inner portion, closest to the alter, was for the Jewish men. Jesus always preached in the outer courts. He will destroy the walls of those rings. You can manipulate them by getting them drunk… flooding their senses with sights, sounds and things an itching ear longs to hear and an addicted body desires to have. He will overturn your tables and your boon will fizzle fast.

Don’t try to get between God and His people. You’ll prove to the skeptic that the supernatural does exist, at your expense.

House of Prayer to Robber’s Cave
The next text He uses, calling the temple a ‘den of robbers’ comes from Jeremiah 7:11. When you go back and read that entire chapter, you can understand the condemnation Christ is using for those in the temple. God, through Jeremiah, prophesied to Judah about the temple and the temple’s people back then. Basically, they would go out and worship Baal and other gods, then come back and do the temple-shuffle, all the while thinking that by going through the motions, they were safe in the land God gave them. God was reduced to a toll booth to guarantee periods of safety so long as they went through the motions, thinking by doing it, they were satisfying His decrees. His house, built for those who were desperate for Him became flooded with the disingenuous and deceitful. A robbers den was a reference to a place where robbers would make temporary dwellings….a place to meet up after a day of plunder and plan the next day of plunder. This is what God said His people were turning His house into. It was simply a gathering place to break in between kicking dirt in His face and robbing His people of the one place they had to go to draw near to Him through sacrifice.

“Come, everyone who thirst and hungers….don’t worry about money…it’s no good here…..buy and eat!” That has no place in the heart of the profiteer or the power player. However, once they see many coming in response to His call, the numbers and the opportunity that goes with it will create a desire to ‘get in on the action’ in terms of worldly success, and it gets in the way between the sacredness of Father to son and daughter. To the son and daughter, He is our very life and our food to satisfy…and we can be taken advantage of and have been. But it isn’t unseen, unnoticed and it will not go unanswered. There are those who won’t enter the Kingdom and hold these from entering themselves. That doesn’t go unseen, unnoticed and it won’t go unanswered.

In Million Dollar Baby, Hillary Swank’s character has saved up enough money to go back to Missouri and buy her mother and sister a home to live in. She is so excited to see their faces when she gives them the keys to their new home. When they arrive with her at the new home and she tells them the good news, the mother’s face twists and contorts. She then tells Swank’s character, “Now they’re going to stop with the welfare checks. How could you do this? Why did you buy me a house? Why couldn’t you have just given me the money?” Swank’s character is heartbroken. As they are ready to leave, the mother finds out how she made the money and tells her, “Find a man and get a real life. People are laughing at you.” Later that evening in the car, Swank is telling Eastwood’s character about growing up and then she turns to him to say, “Boss, you’re all I’ve got.” Eastwood turns to her, smiles and says, “Well, I’ve got you…”

That scene brings to mind our security in His unyielding love for us, when everything else we held so dear has pushed our faces in the mud. The most sacred thing in this universe is for a broken, bedraggled and weary child to turn and say, “Lord, you’re all I’ve got” and for the Lord to respond, “Well, I’ve got you.” Messing with that relationship is the most sacrilegious thing that can be done, because it is the most special thing that you can experience in this life and thereafter. And He will overturn all the tables, throw out all the hucksters to make sure you will never be deprived of Him.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

The Gong Show (2007)


I realize I am dating myself, but does anyone remember the Gong Show? It was a syndicated talent show on afternoon television and consisted of acts that would come on stage and have a few minutes to impress the judges and audience. If the act stank, the judges would wield a large mallet and bang a sizable gong behind them. This let the contestant know they stank and were to get off the stage pronto (but with cheap parting prizes, of course). There were some that really thought they were God’s gift and were ‘gonged’ much to their surprise. There were others that were so bad, that they were amusing at their own expense. In those cases, the judges would pretend they were going to bang the gong without ever doing it, conveying the jester-like approval, rather than talent. In other words, “Don’t quit the day job. But you are so hopeless, it makes us feel good to watch you exploit yourself.” I don’t think any big talent ever really came from that show that I know.

When reading 2 Corinthians, it hits me that the Gong Show wasn’t created by Chuck Barris in the 1970’s. Its how a large part of how society (including parts of the church) runs today and the way it ran back in 1st century Greece. “Either impress us or get off the stage.” The ‘super apostles’ Paul refers to later in the letter, have arrived in Corinth and have convinced a minority of folks in Corinth that Paul is a crazy renegade who does not speak for Christendom and they have arrived to clean up the mess. Ironically, it was the self confident super apostles who were creating a lot of the mess. Paul, who loved these people in Corinth, found himself an unwitting participant on the Gong Show, competing with pedigreed circuit hacks with self-promoted portfolios and recommendations, each one probably with his own shtick. Some impressed with self-proclaimed knowledge, adding to the finished work of Christ, so that even though Christ is talked about, it became works-based. Other impressed by accommodating everyone as a means to gain political points. If the Greeks were used to divorce, prostitutes, etc., create an atmosphere where they can continue the old ways in order to gain their approval. It could have even been the other way around….try to create an atmosphere of extreme competition so that only the very few enlightened and truly stoic could ever pass the test of obtaining entrance to the winner’s circle, well defined by those unable to enter. All of these things have a common thread: they were means to an end and the end was self serving. The natural results were disastrous and because Paul was led by the Spirit, he had to be the first to be gonged. But being impressed is like crack. Once you are impressed, you’re hooked and it takes more to impress and the desire feeds on itself. So, bring them on, gong them or applaud them, but keep them coming so we can be awed again and send them away, at the behest of the self-appointed judges who have ‘earned’ the gong mallets.

Enough parallels. You get the picture. There are two lessons here. The first is how broken we really are, despite our delusions to the contrary. The second is how powerful and impervious God really is, despite us. Paul’s words, inspired by God, reveal this and without dolling it up or keeping it PC. The true way to spiritual growth is through repentance, trust in God which then enables us to let go of ourselves, as we rest in Christ, so we can serve others in the way God leads us to serve. The natural inclination is the opposite and the key to real happiness is through self-justification, doing things only if there is cash value and, above all else, trust no one but you. This is not a ‘pagan’ problem, even though unbelievers are more than likely blind to this problem. This is a human problem and it is a problem even in the church. Turn on the television and watch the preaching ministries. How many letters can you add to the end of your name and why do you really do that? How many gold pieces of jewelry does it take to convince everyone you are super successful because you are super faithful and where are you really trying to go with that? How many five-syllable words and esoteric ideas does it take to impress the hairspray out of an audience, enough that you don’t have to work hard anymore…and for what? How many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop? Scratch the last question. I think you get the picture.

2 Corinthians 2:13-17
Paul starts out by telling these people how consumed he was with the impact his letter had on them. What effect did it have? Did the Gong Show replace the Church of Jesus Christ in Corinth or have the people come to their senses? He was in Troas and God opened a huge door for the ministry. But Titus wasn’t there and so Paul had no peace and had to leave for Macedonia to find Titus. No matter what was going on, Paul had to find resolution to this issue. Until he got the news, he was not going to be able to think of anything else. That’s because Paul knew, as we will come to at the end of this letter, that many times God purposefully gives no resolution. If He did, we might not see how much we depend on Him and how powerfully He actually works through that weakness in us. But that is in chapter 12.

Not only did Paul find Titus and received some resolution to the problems he addressed in his stinging letter to them, Paul also takes the opportunity to tell the Corinthians the diametrically opposite characterization of real ministry from resume-building ministries. God considers all who reach out to a hurting world to show Jesus as a sweet fragrance. The imagery doesn’t work that well in our time, but in their age, it was very colorful. When Rome would conquer Carthage, for example, they would come back to the city of Rome and there would be a homecoming procession with rose peddles, incense, dancing, crowds cheering….and in the procession, some taken in as slaves and other shackled and on their way to execution. If you were a conquered people in a Roman procession, the smell of roses and incense may remind you of either a spared life in servitude or your impending death. In either case, you were conquered…the only difference being if you were spared and grateful or doomed and contemptuous. Paul compares that with God’s ministry of the Gospel. Christ leads them and us triumphantly where ever they went and to those who will never accept Christ, the message they sent was one of death and to those who would accept Christ or have accepted Christ, the message was sweet. It was the same message rather than a peaceful one for those who thought it was sweet and a fire and brimstone one for those who smelled death. It was the receiver who differed, not the message. Regardless of which was the case, to God, we are the aroma of His only Son, to those who are not interested and to those who are.

Paul ends that illustration with “No one really has what it takes to do this work (CEV).” What does he mean? The Greek reads more like a rhetorical question…. “And who is competent for this?” The implied answer is “No one.” “Not so”, according to the super apostles, busy at discrediting and sabotaging Paul in Corinth. That takes the credit away from the celebrity and all the collateral that got them so far. If you worship the celebrity, Paul’s rhetorical question sounds like a sore loser or mad man, rather than truth. But it was and still is truth. This sort of thing has to be God leading rather than a simple man-made itinerary. Wherever Paul went, he always preached Christ alone. He first would go into the religious establishment. Some would accept and a great many others would threaten him, beat him or try to get him arrested. He would go on to the non-religious and give the same message, with much of the same results. It was the same message and whether it led to conversions or hostility, it was triumphal procession of Christ and sometimes it led to stripes, homelessness, beatings and imprisonment. Sometimes it led to free meals, welcoming as a guest, new friends and kindness. But in any case, the point wasn’t to gain points for Paul, but to be the messenger of His Kingdom. For a huckster or someone self-serving, I doubt these results smelled that sweet to them. For Paul and his companions, their motives were transparent for all, even in the face of adversity. You can tell the imposters from the real deal by transparency of motive and what is being promoted, regardless of how many words or how well the delivery.

2 Corinthians 3:1-6
Speaking of resumes and recommendations…Paul makes this an issue because the hucksters made a big deal out of them and the Corinthians seemed to be easily impressed with them. Unlike the illustration of the triumphal procession, this illustration rings more familiar in our day then in Paul’s. These guys came in with touted pedigree and letters of recommendation, presumably from big wigs in Jerusalem, the Capital of Christendom before Rome and Constantinople. “Rabbi Annus Bar Jonah says of Brother Didymus Caesarius, ‘I have never met anyone raise the dead with such godliness nor prophecy with such purified gold or a greater man of God than anyone in my 750 years of infamously miraculous and astounding service at the Holy Temple.’”. But Paul never bothered with any of that crap. In fact, he could probably have outdone them all (more of that in chapter 11 and 12) but never did. The result was the usurping of any of Paul’s authority by those who impressed the congregation, leading to promotion of the usurpers, regardless of whether it meant taking them down dangerous doctrinal waters or sinful relationships with one another. Usually, one followed the other, but not always. You can be heretical in your disposition despite your position.

Paul says that the people who’ve accepted Christ and met to worship Him were all the resume and recommendation he needed. The fact Christ was moving in a formerly spiritually dead city through broken people, was the gratification Paul needed to rejoice, rather than celebrity. It was never about Paul’s celebrity but his relationship with each other in Christ. He loved them with a Godly love, pure and simple. Even when it seemed they were going the way of the Dodo Bird, Paul stressed and prayed and cried over them. I wonder if Brother Didymus ever got that concerned? Paul prayed they could see that.

Here’s the drive home for Paul…unlike those other guys, Paul tells them that any success was nothing he was capable of doing, but something God has done through Paul. I realize that sort of remark can become one of the most incredible masks for personal pride in the history of the church, but Paul meant it with all his heart. Paul was the chief of all sinners, an unimpressive guy who couldn’t speak well and depending on any one’s interpretation of Galatians, could have had a serious eye problem that made looking at him difficult at times. In short, Paul was not ashamed of the very things the super apostles would avoid like the plague. On the contrary, Paul embraced them, if anything, to show his honesty toward them and to God and for any success to more easily be seen as God’s rather than Paul’s. Paul stresses that God enabled him and others to ministry and the proof isn’t in letters of recommendation or reputation, but in real, tangible manifestations of people turning to God, celebrating life give them in Christ and sacrificing for each other. It was sometimes hard to see or hear, since the shiny people and squeaky wheels always grab the publicity, but if you look past the hype you can see it and it works in and around and through the hype, like a conspiracy, as the Spirit wills.

Paul teaches them and us that the real deal isn’t what the world looks for in the real deal and our idea of the real deal is for our own kicks and entertainment if our hearts aren’t turned to Him for all things. God gifted Paul with relief he was looking for. He found Titus and received Titus’ message that the majority of Corinthians turned their hearts back to God and asked for reconciliation with Paul, repenting of what had transpired. Paul was absolutely thrilled. Titus was probably busting at the seams to let Paul know.

Fact is, we don’t know bubkus about Brother Didymus Caeserius. But Paul we know two millennia since this letter was penned. We also know the Corinthians. They are us. That is the bottom line for any teaching in Scripture. This is a letter to you and me. It’s easy for me to take my eyes off of Him and on to my resume, recommendations or reputation. It’s also just as easy for me measure leaders in the church by their degrees, recommendations or slick oration. And those things have nothing to do with the Gospel or the Kingdom of God. They can be used to further the Kingdom, but without recognizing our inclinations and those of others, those things can also be worthless to the Kingdom, at the toss of a dime. But because of the triumphal procession in Christ that continues on to this day till He returns, all this may cause us to grieve of our sin, grieve and pray for the repentance of those who sinned against God and us. But remember, this is the procession that comes after the war, not the war. The war is over. The defeat was the first Easter morning and the procession will continue to our work is done. And that is our work, rather than what we thought it was, no matter if we are full time ministers or computer programmers. And since it is a procession rather than the war, we can work and rejoice, even if we worry at times. We don’t need to, but until He’s finished with us all, we will worry from time to time, like Paul did. We will also get off track like some of the Corinthians did. However, how can you look at Paul’s neurotic obsessions about all the mess in Corinth without also seeing his love for them in it all? How can you look at the mess the Corinthian church got itself into without also seeing what repentance from it all had done to further the cause more than had it never happened? You see how God was not kidding around when He said His ways are not our ways, nor our thoughts His thoughts.

Deus Vult! (2006)



Luk 19:28-36 - After Jesus had said this, he traveled on and went up to Jerusalem. When he came near Bethphage and Bethany at the Mount of Olives, he sent two of his disciples on ahead
and said, "Go into the village ahead of you. As you enter, you will find a colt tied up that no one has ever sat on. Untie it, and bring it along. If anyone asks you why you are untying it, say this: 'The Lord needs it.'" So those who were sent went off and found it as he had told them.
While they were untying the colt, its owners asked them, "Why are you untying the colt?"
The disciples answered, "The Lord needs it." Then they brought the colt to Jesus and put their coats on it, and Jesus sat upon it. As he was riding along, people kept spreading their coats on the road.

There’s a lot of stuff done in God’s name. Even today, there’s a lot of bloodshed and hate in the name of a strange god called Allah. In the church’s past, there’s a lot of bloodshed and violence in His name as well. A little over a month ago I brought up the will of God and how we’ve both been faithful and egregious in determining His will in things as well as how we’ve handled ourselves in following through with His will or what we think is His will. How do I know the will of God and how do I distinguish His will from my own counterfeit claims or someone else’s. But what about God’s will in the smaller things? Let’s face it; the idea of trying to do God’s will in intense or painful situations isn’t as easy as referring to Wikipedia or Britannica. Sometimes it takes a lot of patience, listening and willingness and a lot of times it seems we have none of those qualities. Once more, we can be fooled by someone else’s dogmatic execution of what we thought was God’s will and maybe now we’re not as sure as we were or we know we were duped and are despondent. Where’s God’s will in all the other voices, including our own, and how do we know?

Knowing you’ll be called (Luke 19:29):
Know matter what you thought about life as a follower of Christ, one thing you can’t suppress or ignore is the fact He calls you into service and He also calls you into particular service. There’s no such thing as a life in Christ that requires complete passivity. In the 18th century, there was a movement called Quietism, which held to a passive life where if anything was to happen, we were to wait on God to get it done. It was sort of like a farmer whose barn began to burn down and as the neighbor rushed over to see what he could do to help put it out, he saw the farmer leaning up against the barn calm, cool and collected. The neighbor asked him, “Hey, your barn is burning down! Why aren’t you doing something?” The farmer looks up and replies, “I am. I’m praying for God to send a lot of rain.”

God calls us to do things, not because He needs us, but because He chooses for His will to be accomplished through us. There is passivity in our life with Christ, but the passivity isn’t setting our brains or our bodies aside so we don’t get in the way. It’s to dedicate our minds and bodies to Him so that He can use us every day the way He chooses. Our passivity is in acknowledging God as God and ourselves as created means in which we can cooperate with Him in accomplishing a picture that is much bigger than us.

Knowing what He says (Luke 19:30):
These days, a lot of folks have trouble figuring out where the politician they voted for stands on certain things….they are uncertain where their bosses stand on certain things….but when it comes to God’s will, they seem to be very certain about so many things. “I really believe that God wants us to be more/less…..” or “I feel that God is more/less….” How do they know? You can even talk with folks who say they don’t even believe they know God exists or what or who He is, yet they seem to know what He’s thinking, not thinking and which ball team He roots for.

The Bible is the only propositional details of God’s plans for creation we have. I know that some would argue that the Gospel of Judas should be included in that plan as well. But again, they don’t know why they think that, other than they would like to see that happen. We live in a generation where fact is determined by hardly anything but either feelings or self-determination. But God has provided us with the Bible and it culminates into His revealed plan for all creation in the Gospel of Christ. It turns out, from reading it cover to cover, that the Gospel was God’s plan in calling all of this into being in the first place. Who’d of thought? Nobody unless they knew what God really had to say.

And in order to know what God has to say, you have to go beyond your own feelings, knowledge desires and agenda. Us religious folks fail in this regard too. We split off from Catholicism because we didn’t believe that it was right to place human tradition on equal authoritative footing with Scripture. But do we Protestants really believe that? What about what we wear in church? Who determined that we’re supposed to wear monkey suits and mirrored shoes? Who determined that churches were to have tons of committees and meet in a red brick building with a white steeple? Who determined that joyful giving means putting 10% of your gross income in a basket every Sunday? Who determined that a Christian is defined as a good person? One hint: it wasn’t Catholics, unless you accept the fact that we hold human tradition just as high as they do. We’re just in denial. But unless we do refer to what God has said about things, we’re really chasing our tails and since He has said many things in Scripture, we can go there and find out, rather than rely on tradition.

Knowing we don’t get the big picture (Luke 19:31):
Here’s a big problem that is hard for the human mind to accept: our minds are finite and many times when God gives us a task, we probably won’t know or understand what it’s all about till we are at the other end, looking back, and even then, that sort of perspective may be reserved for the end of this age. Do you think the disciples were on board with what Jesus was doing or was going to do when He asked them to go retrieve the colt? They were clueless even if they went ahead and did as He said. So are we. We don’t know much of anything and when we do what God asks of us, we will, most times, not understand what the end result will be or even what role our tiny actions play in it all.

The human mind craves resolution. Why else do we sell crypta-quote and word find books or have them published in the daily paper? We have to know. We won’t rest until we know….and many times, knowing is a precondition to doing. The fact is, we are asked to do things and we aren’t given the game plan….just the admonition to go forward. This is another issue us religious people get caught up in. We can be certain of what God wants from us but then we move forward thinking we know what it should look like when we’re through. Most times, it looks totally different. Many times, we see things come about that doesn’t meet our expectations and we think we’ve either screwed up or that God has it in for us. It’s just that we never knew anything except the admonition to go forward in His name….period. Dallas Willard defines disappointment as unrealized expectations. In regards to God’s will, those who love Him and want to serve Him can experience huge disappointment in this regard. But the main admonition through all Scripture is to trust Him with everything. Many times, there’s an apposing relationship between the will of an infinite God and the expectations of a finite creature. I can’t tell you how many times I have realized this through my own disappointments. The crazy part of this is that I still have strong expectations and I can probably bank on getting the apple cart toppled again. But it’s usually after the cart has toppled that I discover His closeness.

Knowing a person’s authority holds tons of weight (Luke 19:33-34):
There’s a subject in philosophy called Epistemology, which is the study of knowledge. Many philosophers struggled with how we come to know things and how can we be sure we really know what we say we know. I’m not a philosopher and I can’t say that I have a clear explanation to this topic. However, when I read the Bible and then check it with my own life and what I see in others, I know one thing: a lot of what we know isn’t based on much of anything outside of our trust in the authority in which we received it. That goes for Christians, Buddhists, atheists or Rotary Club presidents.

Another aspect of human beings is, first, the human mind craves resolution and, two, it hardly ever gets what it knows directly. It usually has to come from another authority. Talk about the pink elephant in the living room! We’re tiny creatures that live around 75 to 80 years and during that time, struggle to understand what little we know….yet we’ve decided we know how old the universe is, how it came into being, what it smelled like and what color it was. We’ve also decided we know how we got here, how long it took and what happened along the way. But even with little things, our audacity is just as incredible. We think we know what is going on in the Middle East, why gas prices go up and down and why John Q. Politico is a dork and his opponent is the messiah.

The fact is, we don’t know and the only reason why we think we do is because we’ve placed our trust in authority in which it came. We read Steven Hawking, Richard Dawkins, Michael Moore or Sean Hannity and so we now we know a lot of things. Actually, it isn’t that we know it, but that we read it and think what they know is the truth and we adopt it. And us Christians get the reputation for being people of faith! The fact is, faith is the foundation to knowledge, rather than being opposed to it or in another category. We place our trust in God, rather than another human being (on our good days) and so we engage in knowing the way other’s who don’t trust in God do. The only difference is the authority our knowledge is based. There’s no better authority than the Cause of the world and the Cause of our Redemption. We can trust and move forward, even in the fire, because what we know is based on good authority.

Knowing you want a part of what He’s doing (Luke 19:35):
Even when you move forward in the trust of His authority, not knowing where it will specifically take you tomorrow, when we do trust a little, there is excitement in getting involved with what He’s doing. It may even end up making you look out of place….like a weirdo, but you don’t care, because you are involved with huge things….ultimate things….eternal things. The problem is that many times our circumstances can be used to take our attention off of those things and onto our circumstances. I can’t tell you how many times I have, in one moment, been so glad and excited to be placed right where God wanted me and doing what He wanted me to do, and in the next, worried to death about what was going to happen next and even doubting my own motives. What we see, hear, touch and smell around us can take priority over everything and that is the deception that this world and our corruption has on our ability to move forward in His name. But when we do, circumstances are a side bar. Circumstances are of little consequence in the big picture.

It’s a trust issue, in case you couldn’t see that theme through out the text and this topic. Do we trust in our circumstances or in Him who lies beyond all of them? I’m not saying it’s easy. In fact, a good definition of trust is abandonment and surrender, because the alternatives are impossible. Why do you think God created a Sabbath rest? Not only was it for the day of rest but pointed to our eternal Sabbath rest in Christ. Following Him is easy, rather than hard. It scares us because it seems hard, but the rest He offers us in the midst of His will being accomplished surpasses all circumstances. We can rest in that because we can rest in Him. We can rest in knowing we’re called to His service, knowing we can tell His voice from all the others. We can move forward without having to rely on our expectations. We can trust in His ultimate authority over all others be excited in our involvement with incredibly great and eternal things. You think about that.

What, Me Worry? (2005)


“An idle mind is the devil’s playground.”
“A penny saved is a penny earned.”
“Keep a stiff upper lip!”
“All work and no play make Jack a very dull boy.”
“All play and no work makes Jack a very poor boy.”

I don’t know about you, but it seems that if I were Jack and took everyone’s advice, I’d be looking for a very tall bridge to jump. “Advice on play and work make Jack a very neurotic boy.” Don’t you love clichés when going through a tight spot? I know I do. By the way, if you believe that, I have a very tall bridge to sell you. I know that sometimes people mean well and give advice when they struggle to find something to say. I know that happens with me. But when you are in the storm, it seems as if no advice is found that compelling or useful, and that if the storm doesn’t let up, you’re going to choke. Life is full of worry, anxiety and doubt. What will happen with my child at school this year? Will the company fail? Is that lump cancer? Will I be found out? If you haven’t understood anything I have written, then you’re either dead or can’t understand English. Everybody deals with this. Worry, doubt and fear are the energy that fuels our beliefs, decisions, game plans and a great deal of our personalities. It is within all of us from birth and it continues even after we accept Christ.

Have you ever seen a dog sell magazine subscriptions?
“Therefore, I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?” (Matthew 6:25-27, NIV)

Usually, when things get interesting in my life (and I am being sarcastic about ‘interesting’), I automatically begin forecasting, role playing in my head and going through all the possibilities for the near future. There’s nothing wrong with planning ahead. But, I have to admit, that is usually a cover for something more sinful in me than it is a pragmatic course of action. I doubt God’s goodness and feel compelled to take matters into my own hands. Worry over tomorrow consumes me out of distrust, rather than it being a disciplined action. It can also be recurring. God said that everything is turning and will turn out alright. He said it would, but sometimes I am not sure His definition of ‘alright’ is anywhere close to mine, which reveals a serious lack of trust in Him than it does anything else.

Animals aren’t concerned about these things. Have you ever had a pet dog or cat or lived in the country with wild critters in the backyard? Would you find it odd to find your dog stopped trusting you and took up a paper route to buy food? Have you ever met a field mouse with a 401K or a tax deferred IRA? Neither have I and that is precisely what Jesus is getting at in this text. If God takes care of field mice, and if we are not chopped liver, then what gives with the worry about essentials and especially non-essentials? So, it is clear with Jesus’ teaching that worry is not only sinful, but irrational.

Great! So now I can add a heaping dollop of guilt on top of my angst salad, right? Maybe. But don’t quit reading, because He isn’t being a killjoy or glib with cheap advice. He is going somewhere with this and it is good. But first of all, we have to understand where the worry comes from before we can see clearly where Jesus is taking us.

Confidence builder?
“If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” (Matthew 6:30-34, NIV)

Jesus describes worriers as ones with very little confidence. The Greek word He uses means ‘you of very little confidence.’ The thing about worry is that it doesn’t stop tomorrow’s surprise attacks and it robs you of whatever joy is offered you today. But as irrational and wrong as it seems, it is very natural and seems totally unavoidable. Why is that? If you go all the way back to the first humans on earth, you see the beginning of something that has infected all of us. It is our distrust that God is looking out for us and an arrogant attempt to use that terror to take matters in our own hands. Adam and Eve ate the fruit because they believed Satan’s lie that God was holding out on them, keeping them from good food and essential information for living. When a child is born, the screams and cries are coming from the very same distrust. Instead of it subsiding, when we grow up, it becomes more sophisticated and complex. It’s what introduced death into the world. Its sin and it’s what separates us from God and it’s the reason Jesus came into the world. Still, we all have the Garden built into our psyche and feverishly plan to recreate it or get back into it through our efforts. ‘Utopia’ didn’t get added into our modern language by mere chance. We want perfect jobs, perfect kids, predictable income and savings stashed away. I truly believe that humanism is nothing more than man’s way to reverse his own mistakes and get back to the Garden of Eden, through unaided human reason and effort, when it was unaided human reason and effort that got us where we are in the first place.

You do Your part if I’ll do mine…
But even in the church, the distrust comes out disguised as something else. Many times, teaching Scripture is used to try and convince us that our plans are God’s plans. It smells like smoke but it is appealing because it proposes that you really don’t need to worry because God will get to every concern on your list, provided you do your part. If we ‘keep it simple’, just teach the Bible and be obedient, then life will work out. That’s a cop out. If it were true, then there wouldn’t be any such thing as disobedient Christians and everything would end up like an Elvis Presley movie. Don’t get me wrong. Obedience is required of us and spiritual disciplines are for our good. But if we do them to achieve results, then we aren’t worshipping God anymore but results, with God simply being reduced to a means to get there.

The fact is, regardless of how obedient we are, sometimes God permits broken marriages, lost children, lay offs or a deafening silence with no response in the midst of prayer and fasting. There are many out there that are godly yet lose the job and can’t pay the bills and God doesn’t seem to do anything about it. There are obedient parents who have done everything they know to raise godly children and they are lost to awful things in this world. There are those who fervently spend quiet times in the early hours, consistently read God’s Word, fast and pray, without any relief from depression or despair. You would think that I have provided fodder for the atheist to conclude that God simply isn’t there. Are you kidding me? Considering tragedy as a problem unavoidably points to God. If there is no God, then what’s the problem? Buck up! The real definition of an atheist isn’t someone who doesn’t believe in God, because deep down the Bible says we all do, whether we admit it or not. The real definition of an atheist is someone who simply wants nothing to do with God, out of bitterness resulting from unrealized expectations. After all, just like Adam and Eve, we think we know better than God what’s best for humanity and the cosmos and can’t see our own arrogance the entire time.

This is Jesus, not Santa…
Jesus wants us to know that God loves us and knows we need to eat, but He’s also telling us that all we need is Him. “For the pagans run after these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” The Greek word for ‘pagan’ literally means ‘nations of the world.’ In the time Jesus said these words, and even in our own day, most folks believe that when you die, you die and it’s over, so party, grab, get and live it up while you can. These same folks accept the fact that it is eat or be eaten. Jesus is saying that we are latent atheists when we worry about getting our needs met, no matter how devoted we claim to be.

God has not provided us with a sure-fire equation or recipe for a workable life. Our purpose isn’t to make life work great, but to find Him, even through a life that seems to have totally unraveled. Our focus naturally sets on what we want, rather than Him. There is a hair’s distance between desiring to harness His power from submitting to His power….to ask Him for predictability, rather than forgiveness. You can easily picture the ‘name it-claim it’ televangelists but don’t fool yourself. Throw in all of us conservative evangelicals as well. When we preach about seven biblical keys to a stable marriage, Godly family or overcoming debt, we are preaching the exact same thing as the televangelist. The televangelists are telling you how to create wealth while the syndicated radio programs or ministries are telling you how to raise well mannered kids or strong marriages. There is nothing wrong with wanting these things or pursuing them. But anytime we teach God as a means to accomplish a desired end, we are no longer worshipping God but an idol of our making. All it takes is a single circumstance to get us away from submitting to God and into manipulating Him to meet our needs.

Weight of Glory beyond all momentary afflictions!
“For the pagans run after these things and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.”

If everything I have said above is true, then how in the world can we get excited about life with Jesus and sharing Him with others who don’t know Him? Can I be happy in unemployment, at a funeral or during an MRI? I do know that I can be sad and empty with good health, lots of money and great relationships. So, obviously, happiness isn’t a result of circumstance. Jeremiah 29:13 states that if we seek God with all our heart, we will find Him. In Amos 5:4 God states that if we seek Him, we live. But finding Him may be through bad stuff and if you think about it, it may be much easier to find Him in turmoil than when times are great. It could be that God doesn’t let up on the depression, the failed marriage or the dry spiritual desert because He is using that to make you draw closer to Him. If you believe in our infection from Adam and Eve, then it makes sense to see that God can possibly shake our world up so He can love us, because when life works well, we don’t think we need Him that much. And, if you’re willing to admit it along with me, when we try to do keep Him in the picture when times are good, it usually is done to get assurance the other shoe doesn’t drop, rather than out of desperation for His forgiveness and life.

It is possible to find unspeakable joy in God while attending your Hearing on Assets, discovering a spouse’s betrayal or a child arrested for drugs. If we depend on circumstances to be what we expect before we seek Him, then we may be met with silence and possibly some serious shaking. He has offered us eternal life with Him. He has offered us something that is so good, we cannot fathom from where we are. In fact, Paul tells us in 2 Corinthians 4:16-18, “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is being renewed day by day. For this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.”

Is it possible to see shattered dreams as transient compared to what He has given us? Is it possible to accept train wrecks as something God uses to bring us close? Can we experience a joy in Him that surpasses any circumstance we find ourselves consumed? Can we accept Jesus’ command to stop worrying and trust Him? Even though I find myself guilty of distrust and demanding my way, in the midst of accepting my utter failure and sinfulness, I have found Him. I have found Him when I give it all up…my reputation, my preconceived spiritual maturity level, my intellectual castles, etc. Even though I am still untrusting and demanding, He’s told me that I can trust Him even when I fail, am rejected or in big trouble. I can be myself, take the blows, and rest in Him. He really does offer a weight of glory beyond any comparison we can throw at it. Against all conventional wisdom, I can find His rest and peace in the storm and so can you. He said so and we have no reason to doubt Him. There is unspeakable joy to be had in this life. He’s never been skimpy with us. We’ve been skimpy with Him.

You may be saying, “That sounds profound, but don’t tell me you’re speaking from the mountain top.” I’m not. I haven’t gotten there and as I write this, I am writing it to me. I need to be reminded of this because I want circumstances to be good and for life to work out more than I want Him. I’ve felt awful about what I’ve turned my worship into and accepted my depravity in this area. It isn’t pretty to do that. But you know what? When I did, He showed up and reassured me that everything will be alright, no matter what happens. And He told me to tell you. Tomorrow, when the IRS calls, you can then remind me!